Tuesday, September 14, 2010

scared of hurt

arinie rayer keempat...starting 2nd eid,i feeling sad...huhu...disappointed wif someone who i love...my sis..ermmm...secara tidak rasmi ak dh bis wat diploma...diploma in business management..rindunyer kat kgkwn..classmate,roomate,yg selalu bg semangat dekat ak selama 3tahun nieh...thanks so much...

actually, I've started to like someone in silence..i don't care if others say earlier to think about future but for me, i want to plan my future starting now.... I do not know whether or not he knows I like him .... if he knows alhamdulillah ... if not, just wait, be patient and pray ... thanks to my bestfriend (bionce ) are willing to listen of my heart ... Mum advice ''jangan bercinta masa belajar takut nanti kecewa, merana diri' only God knows the hearts of me now ....


I really love h-- ... miss h-- ... I do not want to expect ....
even though I know he 'love' me, I do not want more, I fear, sickness when I feel I am close to h--, he left me ... hurt me ...ohhh no!!I always pray for ur happiness...... love u
(T_T)




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